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piglet861740 @ 2008-04-13T21:47:00

2008-04-14T04:50:41Z

ATTENTION NEW YORKERS!!!

Hey! I'm moving to New York this summer for two internships and I was wondering if there was maybe anyone who would be interested in letting me sleep on your couch for about a week or so? I'm not planning on staying anywhere too long as to not get on your nerves or anything...I'd be happy to try and chip in a little bit of money, but I don't have enough to get my own place. If you would be at all interested in hosting me for about a week (or even more), PLEASE LET ME KNOW!

I'll be in New York from approximately May 29th through August 18th, so if you are available during ANY of those weeks at all, please let me know (either message me here or email me at piglet861740@yahoo.com). I would be eternally grateful!! Thank you so much for even considering it!

Esther

piglet861740 @ 2008-02-12T18:20:00

2008-02-13T02:23:57Z

Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from the inside.
We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us.
But hatred is a curved blade. And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.
[the five people you meet in heaven]

piglet861740 @ 2008-01-30T20:59:00

2008-01-31T05:00:15Z

are you jewish and don't know what you want to do for spring break? well send me a message and i can tell you how to get to israel for free over spring break! it's a really great opportunity, so don't pass this up!!

piglet861740 @ 2008-01-22T14:56:00

2008-01-22T22:57:18Z

heath ledger died. wow.

piglet861740 @ 2007-12-09T11:24:00

2007-12-09T19:24:46Z

lalalala i hate auditions.

piglet861740 @ 2007-11-11T18:53:00

2007-11-12T02:55:05Z

"Why do you suppose the poets talk about hearts?" he asked me suddenly. "When they discuss emotional damage? The tissue of hearts is tough as a shoe. Did you ever sew up a heart?"

I shook my head. "No, but I've watched. I know what you mean." The walls of a heart are thick and strong, and the surgeons use heavy needles. It takes a good bit of strength, but it pulls together neatly. As much as anything it's like binding a book.

"The seat of human emotion should be the liver," Doc Homer said. "That would be an appropriate metaphor: we don't hold love in our hearts, we hold it in our livers."

I understand exactly. Once in the ER I saw a woman who'd been stabbed everywhere, most severly in the liver. It's an organ with the consistency of layer upon layer of wet Kleenex. Every attempt at repair just opens new holes that tear and bleed. You try to close the wound with fresh wounds, and you try and you try and you don't give up until there's nothing left.

[from the book Animal Dreams by Barbara Kingsolver]

i'm in love...

2007-11-06T08:43:48Z

with kelsey.

piglet861740 @ 2007-10-24T22:00:00

2007-10-25T05:01:54Z

Dear Friends and Family,

I recently registered for Jewish National Fund's Alternative Spring Break (ASB) trip to Israel this March. With your help, I will be able to raise money to participate on ASB, while contributing to JNF's Blueprint Negev Campaign. To learn more about Blueprint Negev, please visit www.jnf.org/blueprintnegev.

Here's how you can help me get to Israel this March:
Each tax-deductible contribution that you generously give on my behalf will be used to develop the Negev. Once I raise $1050, I will be going to Israel with the Jewish National Fund to take part in projects throughout the Negev.

It is faster and easier than ever to support this great cause - you can make your donation online by simply clicking on the link at the bottom of this message. If you would prefer, you can also send your tax-deductible contribution to the address listed below. More information on Jewish National Fund and its programs can be found at www.jnf.org.

Please contact me if you have any questions. Thank you for supporting Jewish National Fund and my trip to Israel! I will keep you posted on my progress.

Sincerely,

Esther

To pay by check, send me a message for my address! Make the check payable to Jewish National Fund.

Go here to visit my page to donate:
http://www.jnf.org/site/TR/Events/ASB?px=2169364&pg=personal&fr_id=1180&s_tafId=2011

piglet861740 @ 2007-10-21T11:13:00

2007-10-21T18:16:11Z

I'm going to Israel for spring break! Sweet.
If you have spring break (or free time) from March 16-23rd you should go with me! It's a community service program. Alternate Spring Break. Let me know.
They have other dates that you can do this too.

Check this out:
http://www.jnf.org/site/TR?pg=entry&fr_id=1180

piglet861740 @ 2007-10-17T02:41:00

2007-10-17T09:51:39Z

hey all,

so i wrote a poem thing a little while ago and i was kind of wondering if i could get some feedback on it. if you have time to read i would love it if you would tell me what you think. just comment with your email address and i'll send away. if no one responds it's no big deal, but it'd be nice. thanks!

goodnight!

piglet861740 @ 2007-09-25T02:57:00

2007-09-25T09:58:40Z

Vote for Janine Ferrero!!! She's towards the bottom, but she's amazing. Please help! If you do i'll send you lots of love. ready go.

http://www.siteforrent.com/onlineaudition/votes.html

piglet861740 @ 2007-06-24T00:49:00

2007-06-24T07:49:38Z

I leave for camp on wednesday. if you want me to write to you, send me your snail mail address. word.

love,
esther

comments are screened for privacy and whatnot.

piglet861740 @ 2007-06-13T00:49:00

2007-06-13T07:51:28Z

ok so next semester, chico is doing bat boy the musical. i was wondering if anyone had any suggestions as to songs i might do for auditions? songs i've sung so far: home from the wiz, hold on from secret garden, i can do better than that from last 5 years, and notice me horton from seussical. any help would be greatly appreciated....thanks!

biology is over in two more days. yessssss.
k bye.

piglet861740 @ 2007-05-28T22:49:00

2007-05-29T05:49:46Z

hey y'all...my computer basically decided it'd be cool to stop working.

at the moment, i have limited use of the internet or any other computer-like function.

SO if you need to get ahold of me, text me or call me. if you don't have my number, tough. or send me a message and maybe i'll send you the number.

anyway, thanks for reading.

not having a computer SUCKS. like totally.

k bye.

piglet861740 @ 2007-05-03T00:44:00

2007-05-03T07:46:38Z

i had a major breakthrough in intermediate acting today. it was amazing. i cried, cynthia (the teacher) cried. i'm just worried that next time i do the scene i won't be able to get back to that place. i know if i work on it, i will, but....yeah.

it was so draining, but felt so good at the same time.
yay.

piglet861740 @ 2007-04-21T02:05:00

2007-04-21T09:06:46Z

was really happy with how open mic night turned out. everyone was absolutely fabulous. and i didn't even have any complaints about my performance, which REALLY doesn't happen often.

just wanted to share that.
ok goodnight. have a good weekend.

piglet861740 @ 2007-03-24T01:35:00

2007-03-24T08:36:16Z

today i watched season 2 of friends. the ENTIRE season.

yeah. i'm way cool.

piglet861740 @ 2007-01-02T03:27:00

2007-01-02T11:28:30Z

play the lost game with me!!!

www.lost.eu/1379e

piglet861740 @ 2006-11-06T01:17:00

2006-11-06T09:17:19Z

my fortune today was good. it said:

"life is full of choices. today, yours are good ones."

it goes well with what happened.

thank goodness for friends.

piglet861740 @ 2006-10-23T02:40:00

2006-10-23T09:48:25Z

if he had called one more time, who knows what would have happened...

piglet861740 @ 2006-10-15T23:02:00

2006-10-16T06:16:23Z

i'm scared about london. and whats going to happen with my friends who arent coming with me. and with matt. and with everything.

i'm really really scared.

piglet861740 @ 2006-10-12T02:09:00

2006-10-12T02:11:06Z

soooooo if anyone has anything from the taoist unit from 9th grade and can send it to me that'd be greaaaaaaatly appreciated. just leave me a comment and i'll give you my address and stuff.
please please please help if you can! thanks!

piglet861740 @ 2006-10-04T20:37:00

2006-10-05T03:39:07Z

lost season premiere tonight! yay!!!

yeah, who'da thunk i got hooked on it?

piglet861740 @ 2006-09-19T23:15:00

2006-09-20T06:18:24Z

it's kinda funny how you can do something that you don't even realize you do until someone tells you...

i love how lfo just came on my iPod on random. yeah summer girls.

anyone have suggestions for raising money besides becoming a hooker? and besides financial aid/scholarships/loans? i've gotten all those...i need something new. any help would be great.

oh yeah, and new recipes would be pretty awesome too.

piglet861740 @ 2006-09-15T08:32:00

2006-09-15T15:35:01Z

dear mom and dad, i want to go to london for my spring semester. love, esther
dear esther, no. love mom and dad

dear mom, i want to go to london for my spring semester and here are a lot of valid arguments about why i want to go to london. love, esther
dear esther, discuss it with dad when you get a chance. love, mom

I LOVE HOW I CAN BE REALLY CONVINCING WHEN I WANT TO BE! NOW MY SPRING SEMESTER MAY BE SPENT IN LONDON!!!!!! Yesssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!